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Tuesday, 25 July 2006

  • Save 2 bullets

    If any body knows how i can help my kitty Bullet from getting a bullet! Please tell me!See this is what happend of what we kno
    on the 23 rd of this month, he was swarmed in ant, so the once white kitty was soild black! and he got so much poison in him we didn't even think he'd make it this long! we R force feeding him Goat milk which is suppossed to be really good for him! and hes doing better but we don't kno what to do his eyes R bitten inside so he can't open them, and ants bit him in his mouth and down his throut, and he is bit all over his arms,paws,stomach, tail ,head, he's bit every where! so if any body has any ideas let me kno because i've become attatched to him and don't want to lose another baby!!! I can't find anythinkg on the internet, and im still gonna look, right after im done posting this!! ~Steppie~
    plese help if ya can!

Wednesday, 07 June 2006

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    And Love Said No: Greatest Hits 1997-2004
    By H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty)
    I'd Kill to Share your Pain and Sell my Soul for you just to say I Dream what your Dreaming, Feel what your Feeling...
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    With Tears like an Overdose,Giggles to far Gone, Tommorow will Never be the Same

    Well I Know some ppl got some giggles today about the date...and I know that some stayed home and prayed...But today many ppl cried.... not because of what day it was 6.6.06

     Because today  that I know of at least... In Oklahoma there was a Funeral because a day or two ago a girl was crushed in a car with a bunch of guys drinking and stuff haveing a good time joy rideing, well they thought they could make a quick turn around the corner really fast and it be just like a ride,but they didn't make it the car fliped  and landed on her side and as i said crushed her, but heres the thing, when her parents found out  that she was in a wreck they thought she flipped her brand new Mustang because she was supposed to go straight to the rodeo and straight home, but instead she parked her car in wallmart's parking lot and went with the boy's... every one else made it out with only a few scratches and bruises, but they half to live with what happened and the Driver's going to jail for some form of murder. So many lifes were changed forever..

    Now the Girl that I spoke of above I Don't recal ever meeting her and I can not promise that the story above is completely true or that there is not more to it, but that is what I heard from my Neighbor and Family, who I trust would not lie, considering she knew the Girl and her Family...

    Also, Today  two ppl overdosed.....3 Helicopters(but one looked like the news),2 Ambulences, and the 3 Cops were in Wright city today infact it happened basicly across the street..they landed across the Street behind the school yard's sports field... I've never seen a Helicopter land or take off before.. and i really hate that thats why i got to see it.. but they were there for a while...they weren't in a rush at all... we heard that one died, but are not positive, at first we thought  it was a shooting ,but later found out what really happened.. lots of ppl gathered unsure of what really happened, But of what we heard.. two guys one possible a junior at broken bow, and a older guy overdosed on loritabes(sp) and something else, a couple other ppl seen them stumble threw the field and into a lady's house and there was a long story about the lady trying to get her kid back who used to be big on drugs and wasn't even home when it happened... but they left them in the ambulence for what seemed forever then they moved one, one that atleast 20 mins ago the abulence took the guys shoes off of the guy in the ambulence and gave them to the family,but the one with what seemed to look like an i.v. head not covered and didn't seem to be dead but note: we were far enough away not to beable to see for sure, they then let one helicopter fly away, cleaned the abulence out and drove away leaving  1 helicopter and 1 ambulence, then a  bit went by and they finaly moved the other no i.v. it seemed but not completely covered and   now im not even sure if thats the complete truth,but thats was we put togather...also rained off and on during it... my heart and stomach turns and i shake when i hear such things and it makes me worried to think and to know that the ones that i love and care about could and are into that kind of stuff down there and that theres nothing i can do...

     

    Also some more sad news.. my baby billy kid, died yesterday and he was doing  great but all of a sudden he just went limp he wouldn't eat and he died....mabye if i would have stayed home i could have prevented it...if i was there i could have force feed him, something anything... so now i have lost two kids and and a kitten....and all i want to do is go home and let it be like before, i would do so much more change so much... gah this whole lil thing is filled with to much sadness i guess u would call it, but i how that they make it i really do and i hope that the ones i know don't go to far... i don't know what i'd do if i lost them COMPLETLY, i mean even if i don't talk to them much if any anymore, i still love them.... i gtg , nightz nightz

Sunday, 04 June 2006

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    Best of Me (Enhanced)
    By Starting Line
    "We never grew out of this feeling we won't give up"
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    The Wishing Star finaly made it's way to my name on the list after 5 long years...

    Hiya there!! I know its been a long time but i've been busy!  with goats comeing and going...we've sold oogoodles and bought oogoodles and we're gonna go back to the sell either monday or saterday! last saterday we bought 5 baby bottle goats but only to were attualy bottle babies i clamied both!! i named them marco and dylan (from degrassi) i'd figure i'd name them gay names considering we planed to make them withers(s/p) (fix!! lol) but sadly marco passed it 3 days later pictures could never in a million years give this goat credit for how beutiful he was... picture thhis : you know those expensive puppy dolls that you would see in an old lil toy store with the pretty long ears and spots. well thats what he looked like! i cried and cried and cried. we all so lost the night we got one of the babies one died, but he wasa pretty big grass baby! so  now we have jonny, malcom, and my baby dylan! he stays in the house right now>.< and is spoiled rotten!hes suppoesed to get HUGE so we gotta start takeing him out and socializing with the others... i can't wait till he can stay out and i don't have to bottle him  early in the moring!

     

    Also i finaly after over 5 years got my dream dog!!!  I got me a CORGI!!! Pembroke at that! she's so kute she's got no tail and she the brown color that i reall like! she's like ein from cowboy bebop! hehe im so happy!!well that puppy isn't ein but thats what she looks like!>.< i named her Ellie(::is a major Degrassi fan::),orEmmie(Emily), but i started to call her sugar(pronounced (su-ga) i guess a better way to explain it is the way the Gerard Way says it >.< well thats bout it for now!

     

    oh yeah i had a really odd dream that  this guy that i realy really like was there along with a bunch of girls(ppl who really know me know exactly  who lol)  didn't reconize me... well it was more like he couldn't see me!..., but he seen and noticed all the other girls around me so i know that he wasn't blind or something.. and all the other girls noticed me and talked to me(mainly telling me to just giuve up and he did responed to me for a reason) but what really made him stand out was his eyes of course they were the same color but still! they were beatifuler than normal! hehe i guess its just my imagination taking place of memory but still..on with it.... i followed him everywere (we had to of gone atleast 4 diff places before going out side by the maze) trying to get some sort of responce from him i couldn't even get him to look at me it was like i was invisible i tried allmost every thing and i was about to just give up and i tried once more  and by this point we were at some sort of garden wall maze  outside thing and the other group of girls final left for a moment and all of a sudden when i was standing infront of him trying to talk to him and get his attetion  he took my hand and we walked inside of the maze up agaist the wall  and i asked him once more "can't you see me? do  you even c-" he cut me off at care by putting his finger to his lips telling me  to 'shh' and smiled looking into my eyes and said" of course i do."as he steped closer to me as i backed up a lil leaning up against the garden maze wall"i told u i love you" right before he kissed me then i woke up!>///< but i guess it just my imagination and hidden love for sappy love stories ai? to bad it doesn't have some  awesome secret meaning that i will see him again!!!!(soon)(i wish!!that would be a dream come true!!) now that im thinking about it..it be really embarissing if ever read this...considering he  would know it was him>/////<!!! but i really can't say much about secert meanings considering after i woke up and went back to sleep( Yes i do sleep ALOT(60% to 75% of the day)) i had a dream Aaron movedto mexico and tried to get me to come as well! i told him he was crazy cuzz if i move out if when i come back i'll have to pay rent(witch is true) Also last mounth i had the dream, that Davey havok came to me and sucked me up in a jeanie lamp into his world and told /prove to me that magic did exist and that i was welcome to come to his world any time!(i listened to afi a LIL to much!) sadly i told some one that and they got up out of my house and left didn't say a word just left..left sorta fast to...i still don't know why either....lol

    OH Yeah! also Friday i was gonna go to the skating ring but ended up walking in wallmart for like 3 or 4 hours ALONE!!! all gothed out and nowhere to go -_- and this guy who works there had seen me the whole time and before and after he got off work we walked around wallmart taling and he was hiting on me and now i kinda feel stupid for giveing a complete stranger my number!>.< even if he was kute and had a really good taste in music... and i kinda don't want him to call...eh... plus hes like 2 almost 3 years older than me...eh... what should i do if he calls and wants to"hang out" or "something" ? ?help !!!!PLEASE and the bad thing is i can't remember his name all i kno is that it starts with a 'J'

    well thats all for now.. I've prolly gone on long enough...i'll post new pictures soon gtg..lurve you all....and if ya get bored what do you think about me dreams and the guy? "::hint hint:: ::nudge nudge:: ::poke poke::lol! NIGHTS- NIGHTS!!

     

Monday, 15 May 2006

  • Currently Listening
    Fiddler on the Roof (2004 Broadway Revival Cast)
    Match maker, Match maker
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    Well so much has happened since my last update!  For one, Fiddler was last Friday and not to be to concieded, but every body thought we were awesome! I had so much fun! even if i was just a village daughter! I got to be in  some pictures so when i get them i'll  post them! man i felt kinda...used... no i really don't think thats wat ya'd call it but this dude who was a man roll actor was like all over me backstage!! and i was trying to get away but he would NOT let me go! Thankfuly! this Really tall nice guy(sadly a seinor)came to my rescue!!  But other than that  everything and every body was great! i made a bunch of friends and great actors in Drama! sadly alot of them R seniors or they arn't gonna take drama again! I even stayed the night at Ashely's i was comlpented on alot of the stuff that i did beacuse obviously some people wasn't really doing it right or something! and i got bunches of hugs and stuff!! it was so much fun! to bad we couldn't have recoreded it! Dude i was even forced to sign someones seinor book! and ::gasp:: i did it! hehe lol

     

    also wel had to sell 4 of our goats today! Boots,George, Munchie, and Patsie!!::tear::But we n got 6 new ones today! a new Patsie! Merl, Conway, Cash, Billy-rae, and Blondie! (bet cha can guess were we got the nameslol>.<) O!! and you can't for get General Lee !! our First Baby cow! and any day now we expect Reba to have a baby!! hope for the best with me! because our first baby didn't make it! poor  CoCo!

     

    well i gotta go to bed!!! night night!!

     

    -trippie!

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    • Name: Steph
    • State: Oklahoma
    • Birthday: 8/8/1991
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 3/20/2006

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  • I live in Wright City... used to live in mississippi, but since after Katrina I moved to Oklahoma...Yay... not! Well, I'm not all that intresting! If there wasn't music, I prolly wouldn't talk much!

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